Ooooh the holiday feels good=D im spending great time lazing my day away... makes me feel like some potato couch... im feeling prettaye hopeful cos im on a snowy hols this nov(:

i dno if you believe there's a dark side to everyone.. some people's one are darker than others.. while some people choose to run away from this dark side... and personally i believe people who have weathered storms in their childhood where they haven't actly recovered from the psychological damage to their mental health tend to have a much darker side of their life

within this realm lies a person's sense of loneliness, pesssimismm, helplessness and hopelessness. it's not wrong to experience such emotions but when it gets too intense... i must say it can be really dangerous... but that again.. it's uncontrollable and it makes up an integral psychological part of a person...

nowadays it's weird that i dont realise it when i get flustered disturbed frustrated and moody until my friend tells me. im just extremely fortunate to have a very chirpy and optimistic nature even if im in a foul mood.. it's quite cool people still derive meaning from life knowing that their day would be rotten and as much as u can say.. i know it's part of life.. few people really accept it as a part of their life.. which is prolly the reason why im unconscious of my disturbed and frustrated behaviour which is prolly a good thing also..
im was previously pertubed by my momentary loss in sense of direction in life... cos as u know im a person who believes strongly in working towards something.... then i realised my interest lies in psychology... i get prettaye amazed in human psyche... quite cool eh.... i might become a pilot when i become older rich enough to go for lasik surgery fly for a living while holidaying at LA, Paris, Switzerland, using my own money on Gucci, Burberry merchandise....

on a last note i officially swithced my combi back to BCME.. dont be too surprised instead it should really stump u by my choice of PCMG.. basically it's not BCMG cos i dont wna drop dead from memorising bio and geog tgt.. and E shld be come in handy when i do business next time...

spare my incoherence... as im feeling quite incoherent recently. CIAOZ